64/365 (March 5):
Today was amazing! Tbh not tryna front my outfit was hot af at school today lol! School was ehh, just stressed out over school & everything, but after school defiantly made up with it when spending time with my babe(: After we were starving & had to hurry & go to lent with our families! So we just ate cheese pizza (we weren’t supposed to eat meat today for Ash Wednesday!) & I drank Starbucks iced coffee & he had soda cause he’s giving it up entirely for lent!
For lent the 1st week I’m not drinking coffee, 2cnd week I’m not cussing, 3rd & 4th week I’m only drinking water, 5th week I’m not going to eat meat, & the last few days I’ll try not to eat meat but if I can’t I’ll just stop cussing or something again lol
When we went to Immaculate it was packed! We couldn’t even get in the church, we had to receive lent in the meeting room!
63/365 (March 4):
I fucked up my hair today! I dyed it to dark >.< The only good thing is that I finished most of my Math Study Guide so I finally feel less stressed (:
62/365 (March 3):
Today was so stressful! School was stressful! I had so much homework & tests coming up! My Math Analysis teacher is going crazy with giving us the hardest worksheets! I had a big headache after school & felt so stressed, but luckily I didn’t have practice! Instead me & my boyfriend went to his house & took a much needed & good nap to calm both of us down because he has as much Math Analysis homework & a two day Zoology test tomorrow with a 100 question Study Guide! After we took that nap, we went to Starbucks to help wake ourselves up & worked on some homework again! After Starbucks we went to my house where my mom fed us my favorite fried chicken & steam boiled shrimp with white rice (yummmm!), then we continued to the do homework. But we messed around at time trying to dance to Red Nose & Gas Pedal & watched old ABDC crews like Jabba, Super Crew, Kaba Modern, & Poreotix! Usually I’m so stressed when doing homework that I start freaking out, but with him I doubt. He has low patience like I do, so we told each other that we together we keep ourselves calm! Lol
61/365 (March 2):
I’ve been so busy these past few weeks! This year is just going by so fast! Not too much has happened this few weeks besides the fact I had my very first retreat last weekend (which was amazing!) where I made so many new friends and finally experience adoration & never have I ever felt that type of emotion before! It was beautiful! My catholic group & I have become one big family!
Luis & I have had our doubts this past week though because my anxiety has been acting up again, but he has sticked with me through it all! He can handle me when I’m at my lowest & for that I love him more than anything & anyone!
It’s been going on since Monday & Friday was bad cause I yelled at him over a DVD & he almost yelled at me back, we tried talking about it but we were just both too mad. Then Saturday morning we both went to the PSAT exam & everything was actually good! We were messing around, smiling, laughing, hitting each other (lol) & then after he dropped me off because my moms a b word for forgetting about me & later saw each other at Marilyn’s party where he got super jealous over this guy Eduardo who I used to have a thing with! Oh & kinda Justin too! But it was really hot seeing him get all heated! When Luis & I were dancing to Latin music Eduardo randomly told him “you want me to show you man” & Luis like squeezed his hard & looked him dead in the eye saying “nah I’m good man” & Eduardo finally backed off! It was really hot seeing my man all jealous lol & we danced most of the night & we we’re doing good. Until we went to my house & we had to talk about our problems again & my anxiety came back! I was so pissed I even slammed the door on him & told him to FaceTime me later because I was considering that we should maybe take a break. We talked till 12:30am to 4:50ish am & just finally talked without fighting. We also were considering the break, but then decided that it would just make things worse & we have to toughen up & deal with our problems which led us to today where we finally had an amazing time together again, as we usually do. We ate at Souplantation for lunch where we even tried mixing all the soups together & I brought a plastic bad to steal a bunch of muffins! We also came home & finally had our romantic cuddles & goodbyes that last forever. I love him to the moon & back!
Also there was big storm Friday morning & we had a mandatory evacuation because of all the mood & flood that came from Highland park to our streets! It was crazy! Later at night when we were able to come home KCAL 9 was on our street & me & Luis got our backs on TV lol! Now our rode is all muddy & going to turn dusty as the weather dries up!
ugh you kill a few people on a camping trip and suddenly everyone calls you a “murderer” i’m so sick of labels
47/365 (Feb 16):
In the afternoon I spent the whole day catching up on TVD & the Originals! Then around 5 my mom & I went to church! Always feel in peace & love when I’m at mass <3 then around 7 Luis came over where my mom, Luis, me, & my stepdad ate at Buffalo Wild Wings!! It was so good! & my dad absolutely loved it there lol! Later when we came home we just cuddled, talked, messed around! For example, look at the video of Luis carrying our big baby Roofus M (x
46/365 (Feb 15):
TU’d with the babe at Winter Formal! Even though a lot of people didn’t go we took advantage of it by doing our own thing! We were dancing like total dorks, then we would grind it out like the G’s we are! & it was just an amazing night! I literally had the best time because of him! When they played a slow song we were just rocking in a circle, looking into each others eyes, & when he kissed me I swear it was like only me & him like everybody else in the world disappeared! HOLLA! We left an hour early & parked at the park where later his mom called pissed because earlier he had lied saying we were at my house & she was there where she came extra early! Our good night turned bad, but it’s okay tomorrow was a new day!